Stale chocolate and moldy cardboard heart shaped boxes

Gooby's

Stale chocolate and moldy cardboard heart shaped boxes

All the mushy poems of weird things.....

Stolen

It was quite day when you come into my world...

I remember the day oh so well...

It was close to halloween..

Your mommy still had you in her tummy and you were suppost to come out sometime soon...

I remember the wait in the room..

I remember sneaking up into the room....

I remember thinking about what you would look like...

I remember wondering if you were going to be a boy....

Everytime you squirmed or kicked I was jumping with joy...

I was so happy and excited when you came into this world..

I remember seeing you come out and how you only opened you eyes ever so slightly..

Those bright blues that scarred my soul with your sweetness right away

My face was pressed aganist the glass trying to catch a glimspe of you..

Trying to see what you looked like...

How sweet of the nurse to let me in...

I peered down at you ever so gently as you grasped my finger and opened your eyes...

You looked at me and I melted in that second...

Now I know from that moment on I would be wrapped around your little finger...

Oh how happy I am that your in my life...

Your my reason for sticking around so long..

So I can watch over you and make sure that those bigger mean kids don't try to pick on you!

I'm here for you baby...

I love you my little Morgan

Little Calen

Your so cute in so many ways...
The pain in your eyes tell me that so much has gone so wrong...
I wish I could have been there for you in the past and punched those stupid bastards in the face...That once made fun of you!
I wish that we could be friends forever..
You seem to be the only girl that would stick around me...
Even if I do bitch and whine about certain things
I love you with all my heart little Calen
I wish that when I have a baby girl she'll be like you..
I like your cute little hair..
I like your bright innocent little eyes
Remember when we went to prom together?
Remember how I took James as well? hehehehe
Oh yea baby I be pimpin'
Remember those times we got drunk in my basement
How we loved those little spiders!
Remember the drooling and the crying?
Remember those times on my roof talking about so many random things
Remember that how beautiful you really are!
Remember our lesbian acts in the mall..hehehe
Remember are fake little fights?
Remember how pissed I get when people move my keys >:(
Remember how we're going to leave this little hell place called Egdemere...
Do you remember?
Oh yea you remember :>
Just think how much more is going to be ahead of us....
Your like my brother and not in the way most people thing, but I think in the way that black people use the term! hehehehehe

Balti-

You come and see me in my store.

You make things different when I am bored.

You talk to me, when I need a friend

You try and buy me cherry coke...

Your the only friend I can really play around with

Your the only friend I truely really care about...

I'm glad your there for me and I will always be here for you...

I hope that I can bring a smile to your face.

I hope that I never make you cry..

I hope that our conversations on a certain forum never die...

I hope you'll be able to stand me in another 10 years

I hope that you'll be my friend for forever and a day...

I hope you call me on my phone :-D

I hope I can see you some time soon...

Have fun without me as I know most will...

*kisses balti on the nose and runs away*

The Chance I never took.....

I seen you so many times.
You make me feel all funny
I liked you a lot, that's why I acted so funny.
You liked with your black hair, I liked you with your blonde...
I liked it down I liked it spiked.
I always wondered what more you could do with it.
I was so scared of just being rejected and hurt once more.
I've always problems with things like that.
You made me forget a lot.
YOu made me forget a pain that hurt so bad..
I wanted to talk to you so bad.
I wanted to touch.
I always tried to touch your hand when you would give me my money back.
I would look into your eyes and try to think of another subject to talk about.
I wish I would have asked for a date.
I wish I would have asked for a lot of things.
Now it's just a chance we'll never have.
Maybe we'll see each other sometime in the future.
Maybe then something will happen.
I'll try to go to all your concerts if you start touring.
I'll become your groupie ;)
I just want another chance to see you.
Maybe it could have been love!
Maybe it could have been lust.
Either way it would have been fun to see which it would have been
I wonder if you think the same thing or just don't care.
I said goodbye and it hurt inside....
I like you a lot.
I'm sorry I was just so scared!

FUCK....
Fuck emotions.
Fuck that thought.
Fuck everything.
Fuck anyone.
Fuck whatever you want.
Fuck a pig.
Fuck a goat.
Fuck in that dirty,old boat.
Fuck in the car.
Fuck in the can.
Hell fuck with old can of spam.
Fuck on the counter.
Fuck on a stool.
Fuck in a chair.
Fuck in loom.
Fuck with a hamster.
Fuck with a duck.
Hell why not even your old friend chuck?
Fuck the dog.
Fuck the cat.
Fuck that old man to runs around nude in that nasty,old hat.
Fat that bitch.
Fuck that whore.
Why not fuck that little girl in the store.
Look you can even Fuck that hole in fence.
Fuck a disc.
Fuck the tv.
Fuck even the christmas tree.
Fuck that elf
Fuck that paper.
Hell why not fuck your next store neighbor.
Fuck the person you hold dear then maybe go out for a beer.
Fuck that girl that you seen once before.
Who gives a shit and give her some more.
Up the ass or in a cunt.
Just as long as you get to fuck.
Maybe an eyesocket.
Maybe the ear.
Why don't you go away and fuck yourself my dear ;>>

Damn Hair

I will cut you off one day!
I will giggle with glee, when I see the spree of killing hair and how it will be!
I wait to see you alone and dying on the floor!
Your so long and tangled!
You drive me nuts.
Your never stright when I need you to be.
You kind of remind me of a friend I know!
But no names will be spoken!
Your wet and sticky :-p
You often smell bad!
Your a stupid ugly red color.
I have to brush you out everyday.
You cause me lots of pain.
You barely cover my nipples.
You tickle my back.
Sometimes you even get caught in the car door!
People's fingers gets tangled up,then they even start to cuss.
Make the hot days even hotter.
The wind catches you a lot.
Your bad on days that should be good.
Your good when everything goes bad.
Little brats like to stick you with lolipops.
Not mention your love for gum.
You get caught up in ear rings.
I can't do anything fun with you anymore.
I want to slice you
I want to dice you.
Then I looked in the mirror and said "I don't look right with this bald head"
:(

Do you miss me?

Do you miss the sunshine in my hair?
Do you miss that glow in my eyes?
Do you the smile lines in my face?
Do you miss the way I smell?
Do you miss finding my hair on your pillow at night?
Do you miss the way I looked when I slept?
Do you miss the way shadows dance on my face?
Do you miss the way I would breath?
Do you miss the warmth of my breath?
Do you miss those kisses I would sneak in?
Do you miss how I would kick your ass?
Do you miss the way my skin felt?
Do you pigment of my lips?
Do you miss the way that they taste?
Do you miss my touch?
Do you miss the way I drew in your sleep?
Do you miss my off tone singing in your car?
Do you miss how I talked to you on my phone?
Do you miss my voice?
Do you miss the feel of my nails?
Come to think of it.
Do you even miss me at all?

Ode to little danie...
You bother me when I am sleeping.
You mess with my hair.
You tell me all the time that I look and smell funny.
When your really not the one to talk much!
You bump me out of my own bed in the mornings.
You try and steal my little monkeys during the midnight hours.
You put up with me feeling up your face and attempting midnight conversations.
You let me wear your clothes.
But only the ones you stole from me first!
We make a whole oero.
We make a whole slice of cake.
We make an egg.
Remember you eat the yoke and I like the white.
Let's not forget when we fight!
Remember robin follow me to the batcave!
Our purely stupid little tiffs maybe about how we like we love to sit, in our happy little class just down the hall.
You know the one where we always have a ball*rolls eyes*
How about when we like the same guy.
We never fight, but we always cry about how we wish things could be different.
I'm glad your here for me when I need you.
I'm glad your here for me when I don't.
I love you a whole lots danie.
I'm so glad you not a bloak.
Your my best friend instead and I love you the same.
NO MAN, NO NATURAL TERROR WILL EVER RIP US APART.
We're batman and robin we're the team you can't rip apart.
You know I'm always here for you.
When things get bad.
Just give me a ring and I'll be there bling, bling.*don't ask*
Well I guess I should stop my blabber. I'll see you soon you old, smelly,stinky, cadavor.
See you soon. DOn't get into too much trouble.

Ode to Bunnie

You filled my heart joy.
You made me feel alive.
You gave me a chance to love again.
You gave me so much pride.
I would have done anything to make you smile.
I would have kissed away your tears.
I wanted to stay by you.
I wish I could have told you everything
Even when it hurt inside.
I wish I never lied!
You left me so alone in this world that I just want to die!
I never thought I would we would end.
I never thought you would take your love away from me.
I never wanted you to be sad or mad.
I would take away every bit of saddness in your life and add it to mine.
I would have taken you away from this evil place and find somewhere else to fly.
But it's all too late.
We will never be one again.
You'll never feel me kiss away your tears.
You'll never see my face smiling at you in the morning.
You'll never find my hair on your pillow.
You'll never taste my lips again.
You'll never feel the warmth of my breath.
Or see the shine in my eyes which once glowed for you.
This will someone esle gifts from me.
Maybe he will take them and love them more then what you did.
Maybe he won't take them for granted
Maybe he'll only love me for me.
We could have been something great.
We could have been so perfect.
Now I don't really care what happens to you.
Or if we ever become anything again.
I don't know why, but I really don't want you anymore.
You were once my dream.
My hope.
My one desire.
Now it just faded away like the stars when morning comes.
I never felt such pain as I did when you took your love away.
But then again I never thought I'd feel this good knowing that I don't have you....

oddity*